Cause what you want is right here...

this song has been in my head all day..its been crazy..but anyhow..

i can't believe its 2010! Man, do I feel OLD. I have never felt as if life is passing me by as quickly as it is right now..i feel like i just finished my freshmen year, but I'm almost halfway done with my 2nd year at state. it's crazy that life is moving full force ahead..i feel like i dont even have time to enjoy it..i just had a talk with grace and man, we are actually growing up something i never expected to happen this soon... i thought i would have more time thinking about where i want to go in life, but the choices seem to be coming sooner than i thought! i don't want to get old this soon..i'm not ready to say goodbye to college this fast...that's why i realize i really want to get a Disney internship for next semester. i need to get everything out of me before i settle down..i gusess this year will be a lot of learning for me..self-learning..i think i know where i want to be? but sometimes i'm unsure if im ready for the future.

i remember when i was younger, all i wanted was the future....and now i just want these moments to last forever..high school seemed to pass by slowly, i felt like it was almost too slow for my fast paced life...college seems to go by sooo quickly..and i've enjoyed every minute of it..im excited for the future but im more interested in what is going to happen right now..i guess its the time to take chances..

life in my bubble..isn't as charming as it seems...